I laugh, i giggle; it does not mean I am happy…

I laugh when someone says I am lucky or that they say they love my life It hilarious when they say so when they do not even know what goes on with me outside of school. I have to face so much crap in my life that i think i am an expert and taking shit and having able to live with it. No, all of you are lucky.

Having a stuffy feeling around your chest everyday is not nice. Having worry about so many things even though it may not matter now but it will. Sometimes i do and really wish that time will fly by faster where i no longer have to depend on my parents or i can actually help them. Never will i wish that i was younger.

I am not trying to be self-centered but being the only one around the radius with actual logic and experience; why do i always get the leftovers? and everyone gets first dibs? Everyone in my family are attractive and shit but im not? why is it so unfair and if it is so that people don’t care bout look anymore then why is it that i have nothing?Then maybe i have trouble with both; the inside and out…

The worst thing is, these restless thoughts just had to come right before the exams. sigh*

Sometimes I understand why some people lock themselves up in their rooms and never speak to the world and have nothing else except the smartest creatures on earth to accompany them; animals.

Published in:  on November 27, 2009 at 1:05 pm Leave a Comment

Same ol Same ol

School has been alright for me i suppose. I caught up with my work and all. Except english that is, im way behind on english, sigh*

I just found out from my parents that my grandfather whom i have never met is coming to stay with us for a few days. I know its going to be so awkward. I never had someone to call datuk before and i he does not know that my parents have a second child. So he would be surprised to see me , heck he doesnt know my name.

At this moment my aunt and uncle are here. Along with their 2 kids and my 1 other cousin. They’re cute, not annoying, so yeah i like them haha. Tomorrow i would be going to my first badminton practice. Yes i have been skipping so sue me. I hope sye is going though.

Anyway, i have bee having issues with island. It doesnt seem to greet me like he used to. Hey he doesnt even look at me. I find it rather strange sigh*

Wonder what i did wrong though? Maybe it isnt me. But I THINK IT IS!

Forget about the sour news. I have super awesome news , I am so proud of him sniff*

CONGRATULATIONS ISAAC FOR YOUR WIN AGAINST MONT KIARA!!! I CHIA YOU! I BUY YOU SOMETHING AR!

I BUY YOU SOMETHING FROM SAN FRANCISCO COFFEE U WANT?!

CAN I GET FOR YOU TEEHEE

Published in:  on March 17, 2009 at 12:03 pm Leave a Comment

Hooray Hooray It’s a Holi -Holiday!

Well even though it’s Friday and the holidays are not till like next week, I had like a head start! It was all unexpected I mean, hey I ain’t no lazy dump. My sis had to go to Singapore last minute to get her passport done and the only flight left that was available was like 6+ in the morning. We had to send her all the way to KLIA so my dad didn’t have time to send me to school and stuff. My mama can’t drive :( .

Anyway so yeah. But at the moment I feel like crap cos i had a physics lab report due on thursday. But since i wasnt there for the experiment itself, I had to get the data from anyone so i chose Syeyi. I hadn’t passed it up yet. URGHHH NOW I AM WORRIED THAT MR.SMAJDA WON’T TAKE A LOOK AT IT!  omg, i feel so guilty and dumb right now. I guess I just have to send it to him and pray that he is like alright with it.

Today, which is Saturday just in case you’re too lazy to check ur calendar, I went to Cameron. I just came back actually.  I had a great time. Cameron was so cold and that fact made me so sleepy. I wished that a bed just poofed right in front of me as i was walking.

My family and I went to the market to get strawberries and corn (Yeah corn, my sis loves them) . Just as we bought the mutant sized strawberries, the guy selling them told us to get these strawberry Air Batu Malaysia (It’s like Ice Kacang in a plastic tubing but without the ‘kacang’ and other jellied stuff. It’s basically just syrup and water frozen. Its like a popsickle) Anyway yea, i was like why not let’s try it. And he said tht it was made out of 100% pure strawberry. I thought that it would be hard and icy. But it was like strawberry sorbet!! omg it was so good. I went back and got another one. One stick costs 1 ringgit. :) Besides that, my parents bought tons of vegetables and my mum and i bought many cacti to make this some sort of mini garden thingy in this flat pot. We also bought alot of flowers ad Herbs.

The Herbs we bought were out of this world. The lady selling them was so nice she gave us so many free stuff like japanese cucumbers , lemons and some sort of beans. She also gave my mum something that looked like grass but it’s meant for cooking. Anywhoos, the owner of the store brought us around her farm and let us smell the different kind of herbs and taste different sort of leaves and berries. She let us taste the raspberries that she grew and were not for sale. They were milder than how i thought they would taste like. Aside from that she made my mum and i taste this leaf which was supposed to be good for gastric pains and diabetes. It tasted so sweet, much much sweeter than sugar i am not kidding. Surprisingly It did not taste like grass and i didn’t gag.

My mum bought quite a number of herbs from her. The owner showed us this plant in which she calls the ‘Calvin Klein’ plant. I know i was like ‘wha?’. She plucked a few of its  leaves and let us smell it. It smells just like the Calvin Klein perfume. We were like bwaha! Another customer who was there (and was really friendly i must say), said

‘HAH! Dun need to buy the expensive ones already’

He chit-chatted with my dad and asked what our age was and he had girls around our age too. And he asked my dad why we weren’t staying overnight and my dad said tht my sis had alot of hmwk (yes, it is true, not a lie). And that guy was like.

“Aiyah they all say that one la, but they go out and see their boyfriends!” instantly my dad looked at us and was like giving us the ‘tell me the truth look’. I put up my hands and was like ‘i dun wanna die’.

Anyway, back to the herbs. My dad bought these English Lavender which grew like everywhere in this farm. It smelled so strong and sweet. The lady put one of the flowers in my sis’s bag and until now, it smells so good. My mum wanted to buy these orchids which smell like chocolate and vanilla (again, i ain’t shitting you), but she didn’t cos she said tht she would get obsessed with them and keep wanting more. She did however, get black roses. Nah, they’re not really black.When they are still in their bud form they are black, but when they bloom, they would be a deep dark red and HUGE!

I got sye and the others some stuff too. That i cannot say cause it will ruin everything. I saw some of the hotels/ cottages in Cameron and i thought, woah these places are so romantic. Sometimes i wonder why some people would like spends so much and travel so far to other places when places there are like so relaxing. Hopefully my future husband wouldnt be one of those waste money types and take us somewhere so far away. I mean it would be nice to travel to other countries once in a while, just not too much . (Why in Merlin’s beard am i speaking about marriage!!!!!!!!??????)

Ok before things get freaky, I’ll go now.

Published in:  on March 7, 2009 at 3:53 pm Leave a Comment

Hindi Movies are cures for headaches!

Today wasn’t such a bad day. I mean i didn’t find my wallet but many people assured me that I would eventually get it back. The teachers are being such awesome sports caring. They keep asking me whether I have found it. Mr. Owen actually told me to give a description of it so that he can keep a lookout.

Isaac said that he would become a CSI and trace back the case of my missing wallet back like 2 decades!? lol! the evidence would all go kapoot by then!

Well today I had homework as usual but I didnt feel like doing it. Instead i watched Hindi Movies. I listened and wached them dance and sing over and over again. I love the way they dace. It makes me wanna dance even though i can’t. Since I almost always end with a vid, here is a vid of one of the songs i heard from the Hindi Movie i watched!

Published in:  on March 3, 2009 at 2:07 pm Leave a Comment

50 50

Today was sort of a good day and a bad day for me.

The good part, “Island” spoke rather often to me today. And he did something rather silly which made me laugh even though i was quite pissed at myself. I also found out that i wasnt as short as i thought hehe!

Anywho, I lost my wallet today! Yes my Nice Smelling Fendhi Wallet in which i go everywhere with. I feel weird without it. Anyway, my student card is in it, library card, RM60+, RM10 worth of credit and the pics of my kitties!!!

I mean i dont care man if u stole my money, just give me my friggin wallet back before u stink it up. TAKE ALL THE MONEY JUST GIMME MY WALLET! Jeez!

But alot of people tried to help me find it though, like Mr.G. He actually said ok when i told him to announce over the intercom about a missing wallet. He gave a full description and all AHA! Mr.S and all the other teachers kept asking whether i found it and Isaac did some investigation. ALOT of other ppl helped too, thanks everyone. But i just have to wait until it comes back to me. I MISS YOU WALLETY SCHMALLETY!

What an awesome way to start the week eh? sigh

hopefully it gets better.

This song is for you my lovely walletness! sobs

Published in:  on March 2, 2009 at 2:36 pm Leave a Comment

Shoes!

Day 2: of being tagged

Well since today is  a Saturday, my family and I went to Mid Valley and shopped a little.I didn’t get anything cos nothing really caught my eye except for these super pretty Puma Shoes. They came in black and in white, but i think the black ones are more practical cos like it wont be so visible if i were to get them dirty. Anyway, i just tried it on for size and it fit!! UK Size 8 heheh. And it was like 199 after discount! I want them! Maybe I will get them soon. They’re super comfortable. I’m planning on getting them the next time i go out *rubs hands together*

Published in:  on February 28, 2009 at 10:21 am Leave a Comment

Happy, Happy, Tag, Tag

   Rules: Post about something that made you happy today even if it’s just a small thing. Do this everyday for 8 days without fail. Tag 8 of your friends to do the same.

Tagged People :Amanda, Anita, Nadira, Nicky, Daniel, Melissa,Katrina and Chu Ching.
Lol got this from Amanda she tagged me! I think it is her way of getting me to blog more. Well it worked!

Well I didn’t go to school! Hehehehe and somehow i saved myself from painfully seeing my report card. So i can relax for a moment. A very good friend of mine just thanked me for being a good friend of hers. Well, I should be thanking you Lai Syeyi ! You’ve been an awesome friend and you’re the most interesting and amazing person I’ve ever met! I hope that we can always remain as close as we are now for years to come, decades even! No matter where you go or what you decide to do I’ll always support you! :)

Either than that, my mum made my fav dishes today! Mutton Briyani and this squid dish i don’t know the name of.

 

 

Published in:  on February 27, 2009 at 1:43 pm Leave a Comment

Ill Miss You!!

My iPhone is officially busted.. It’s not my fault seriously, left it aside and the next time i took a look at it, there was nothing on the screen, nada! Thinking that it was probably because the battery was dead, i charged it for a loonnggg time, but still , its not working.. I’ll Miss You my phoney woney!

Anyway , according to my dad, he would get it fixed over the weekends. I hope so sigh*.  It’s partly a good thing that I was too much of a bum to download any extra applications for the phone. If not I would have definitely cried my arse off when the phone screwed up.

 

School today was crap. I have a cold of some sort that keeps making my nose drip like a broken kitchen faucet. The cafeteria food choked me, my skirt got dirty and i was my normal bad tempered self. Either than that, HEY IT WAS GREAT! (yeah right)

Anyway I can’t and won’t talk any longer, have homework to do. There is alot i wanna bull about so yeah some other time then. I’ll keep it all in until i eventually take it out on a pillow :)

Published in:  on February 25, 2009 at 11:03 am Leave a Comment

New Medium, New Start

Hello Amanda! Amanda is the first one to see this blog and she is the one who suggested this medium in the first place. So far I like wordpress, the themes are awesome and it’s my kind of taste.

Anywho, I am quite pissed at blogspot for not letting me have another blog. Well boo to you man I replaced you!  Hmph!

So Yeah hopefully I would write more on this blog than i did on blogspot.

Without further a do, I would like to let you guys listen to a song that i have been listening to over and over again.

(No Copyright Infringement Intended)

It’s the man who Rocks My World. This was released in the 80’s!

So Richard Marx Rocks My Cotton Socks and I rock Yours!

Published in:  on February 22, 2009 at 6:24 am Comments Off